I shot my eyes open and the hangover was instantly fought
away with the thought that something amazing
had happened the night before. As the
thump in my head began to charge up its engine, and my dry, scratchy throat urged
at me to, “Go ahead and swallow,” my
mind was racing with the memories of another unforgettable night for the books. A battle ensued between my incredibly happy
mind and my horribly abused body.
“What the fuck
happened?” I thought, looking straight ahead as to not stir the resting
beast of bodily functions that were festering inside my body. I recognized a hotel, just not which
hotel. I knew the prior few weekends had
its fair share of room renting and hotel hopping. “It’s
definitely Monday. I can tell by the
tiny pit in my stomach that was telling me I had work in an hour.”
There was something to my right. It was radiating these very soft and
welcoming, ‘beauty vibes’. They were
colorful and warm. The bed was big, so I
didn’t bother trying to find what was under the covers. That was until I noticed the tiny curve of
her ass and recognized the white panties that left so little to imagination. My
excitement rose in more ways than one now, and I reached over towards the
pillow that was covering her face.
I remember. “The casino…Oh my God.” Numbers began to flip through my head in
index form as I added up the tally. “Eight hundred and twenty dollars. We got the room…the other two left, and…” The movement of the pillow was slowly
exposing the face that would confirm this experiment was getting serious. There were precautions that needed to be
taken from this moment forth. Shit was getting real.
Although nervous, the excitement to see the face that had
redefined attraction for me was nothing compared to the actual moment I saw her
again. “So…fucking…peaceful.” She
looked like she’d been asleep for 12 hours after 7 days of spa treatment and
beach tanning. That fucking thing
gripped at my heart again. This time, it
was so noticeable that I had to look away and cringe. This girl was literally, physically, ‘moving’ my heart.
It wasn’t painful really, but it was the only way I could
describe it. It fucking moved. I’m sure now, being used to it, that it’s the
same feeling the first man to ever fall in love had gotten back in the old days. It was the feeling that people got that made
it easy to use the heart as a way to describe that ‘place’ in your body that
held emotion, that held love.
I was a believer. My
heart raced now as I saw Fiona and confirmed I held more than enough cash to continue
the party into the week. I also felt the
adrenaline continue to pump from the prior day’s cocaine and Percocet usage. I got up, looking around the room with a
smile I could not get rid of. “Wow. Now, this, is how you leave a fucking hotel
room.”
I made my way to the dresser and crushed up 15 mg of Percocet. The hangover was in for it now as I flipped
on some music and chugged at a half empty bottle of water.
In the bathroom, I flipped through notifications and made my
way to my email. There was one that
stood out. The subject was titled, “Contract
Offer.” I opened the email and viewed
the attachment. My book was going to be
published. “I’m going to be a published author.”
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