The exposed dew DrOp and the death vomit.

I drank Absinthe once with my father and, at the end of the trip, reality came crashing into perspective in the form of myself, dangling at the tip of a piece of wet grass.  I was forming into a drop of dew that had rolled down the tip of the blade.  The water had shaped into a circle, a droplet, and was waiting to drip back down into the great Earth’s welcoming soil.

Then, we both vomited.  The smell lasted on the paved rocks out front of the farmhouse for a week.  Neighbors would stop by and Denny would quick get up and slam the hose on high blast to attempt and drown out the smell.  The only way I could describe it was ‘Death’.

The point is, today, I am that drop.  I am now exposed, at the tip of the blade of grass that is the direction of my life.  Though at the mercy of the wind and the atmosphere's other harsh elements, the blade of grass I dangle upon is strong.  There's a lot of great experiences, hardships and supporters to keep it steady.  The weather’s nice today and the morning is fresh and new.

The water has formed and rolled to the edge.  I am now putting my faith in the sun, the bringer of light, and the universe, to do its work and take me where I was destined to be.  With love at the helm and freedom as the goal, I will use my words to spread love, expose a corrupt government, bring up important societal issues and spread knowledge and truth for everyone. 

Along this blog, you may laugh, you may cry and you may wonder where you stand in this big mess of a world we live in.  I, have been lucky enough to have found my passion.  It took me being locked in a cell with nothing but a pen and a piece of paper to get back on my journey. 

I owe this to all of you.  There is nothing that can stop me.  This decision is for all of us.  You are in good hands.  If you’d like to follow along, I just may blow your mind with thoughts or actions you’d never consider a perfectly sane man to do or say in public.

I am either going to form into a drop of water and fall back to the Earth.  OR, I am going to be soaked in by the sun and evaporated to the light. 

The goal here is to create a strong group of followers that becomes a group with a voice.  A place you can go and feel at home with your fellow Earthlings, whatever race, sex, religion or background they may come from.  This can be a place to learn and talk about those things you normally wouldn’t in the grocery store lines and elevators (not that anyone's talking in them anyway).  Things you definitely wouldn’t hear about in school or at the office.

This website can be that daily click that offers a different spice of reality and an entirely new perspective on the world we live in.  You may disagree, get angry or sad but that’s okay and, quite frankly, that's exactly it.  I am looking to evoke emotion out of a world that has become bland and dull on the surface.  Deep down, we are screaming for an outlet, screaming for the truth.  Praying and Hoping that things will turn around for the better.  That we are safe.  That our kids are safe.  

We pray that our kids aren't living in a society run by mad men of the future.  Forced into slavery and war.  Preyed upon, spit upon.  At the fall of every great empire, there has been disarray and chaos.  I have faith in things turning around in a somewhat peaceful manner.  But, there's wars going on and being planned out as we speak.  It seems as though, for now, the world is still on a downward decline when it comes to our safety and togetherness as one group of humans.

I intend to do my part to ease the force of the crash, standing firm upon the waves unchanged, and ready to accept as many hands as I can that need some help getting back up.

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Along the way, I can promote my first novel, Unless, and give updates on my second book, The Concert Was Over (This project is back in action.)  There is definitely a plan to revamp this blog in due time.  We have found some good printers and publishers that will make future projects easy to complete.  We have some people interested in backing me financially in order to get my name and message out there.

Along the way, we may try to make a movie, start a band.  Anything creative that we think can be done.  We will attempt to use our contacts and, at least, pass off the idea to the best possible candidates.

       ---All stories inside of this blog are fiction.  If I use myself as the main character of the story, well, that’s just because I can.---